the love of my life

it's always been about me, myself and i...

i thought relationships are nothing but a waste of time...

i never wanted to be any other's other half...

i was happy staying alone though it wouldn't last...

that was the only way to say that i love you...

My own ego had scorned me this time...

crap i tell you what love is...it bites you in the face..dangerous yet makes you want it more like a narcotic!

why didn't we just stick to the plan?

you and i...three months at your parents house for summer...until u can finally find a way to get back to your lovely "fiancee"

and finally the seal of the deal was that a whole lotta money...let say 6K...

DEAL!

that is more money that i would get by working at that diner across the street...

First day it was cool and all...

yeah...yeah...we had to look so "LOVEY-DOVEY"...

eew MUCH!

as far as i know...reality check...i'm a total sceptic in these romanticity thingy...

no yucky-love stuff for me, thank you...

but for the sake of dear boring all summer and humungous amount cash...

everything of me...my life...on hold...

apparently,you started it...

STUPIDLY...you accidentally became over confident of your "sweet and nicey" fiancee that you said to YOUR PARENTS you're going to bring her home for summer...

UNFORTUNATELY,you got caught up with too much work and made her tired of you,thus dumping you just before summer even begins...

EVEN MORE UNFORTUNATE...your parents are eager to see that "girl of your dreams" and yet, you're too chicken to tell them the truth afraid you might break their hearts....

LUCKILY...you met me at the bar...and knowing that i'm short on money and interest in any love life...and VOILA! you decided to hire me as your so called "fiancee"..for the whole summer only though...

no more..no less...

so, now...we're stuck here...

FYI...i don't date...well not anymore...

i guess self-esteem in being "with" guys are just not there anymore...

sorry not interested...

oh well...it's been a month perhaps...

i'm not sure...i lost count...

however...i think our acting had been really good cause your mum and dad including sarah and not forgetting bella the pomeranian doesn't suspect a thing...

our love game we're soo good, it's believable...

and for a minute or maybe a second there...i believed it...

anyways...

puh-leez...i ain't going to fall for no one...

especially you...

you're so...cliche...blonde...perfectly tanned and tonned and still look effortless of being it...

and i can't help to stare at those blue eyes whenever we fake kisses in front of everybody...

they are just so calm and soft and gentle like the waves of the caribbean beach...

and for that...

I HATE YOU EVEN MORE!

(that was IRONIC i know)

now it's the second month and somehow...we're still here...

i see that you have somehow developed a weird habit of laughing and smiling whenever i smile or laugh...

awkward...i noe we're just role-playing...but as i said..it was believable...

other than that, we seem to always be hanging out together...

well...most of them are because of reasonable reasons absolutely...

there's this once, everyone went to the beach and you preferred to stay to "CARE for me" caused i got this dumb leg injury (it's summer...a little walk at the forest backyard wouldn't hurt...and so i thought until i stumbled upon this huge toadstool, and end up being in this giant-sized pit)

by the way, you treated me nicely..which is weird but nice...

however most of the time we would discuss on tactics and strategies to win-back his ex-fiancee...

so, three months had past us by...and without knowing what we had...we went our separate ways...as we have always been...

it's been three months from the three months we had spent together...
seriously,you opened that lock of mine in my heart...to accept love,

to love and BE LOVED...

life is short i guess...

by the way...i received that invitation you gave me...

don't worry..i'll be sure to be there...

to witness the love of my life's wedding with the love of HIS life...