dream high 2 review

dream high 2...johaheso, definitely...
i guess it really reflects the title it has...
it sorts of says that dreaming high is meant for anyone or anybody who dares to dream...
not only for those who has talent, but those with the heart that is strong enough to go through everything for the passion...
i do love dream high 1 because of the plot and the story it holds within...
but for dream high 2, it screams out for everyone...like a hand reaching out to those who are to scared to stand up when they actually know deep inside that they do want to shine...

are dreams only for those who have talent?
if i have no talent, then, should i not dream ?
if you want to dream, you have to close your eyes first.
if you close your eyes,
it won't be important how others look at you.
i have to close my eyes because only then people won't look at me, but i'll see the real me.
when i close my eyes, i tell myself this:
"don't ever give up on your dreams, because dreams are not only for talented people. but also for people who dare to dream."
with a small and shabby umbrella, we ran through a heavy downpour.
now with insignificant talents, we want to dream a big dream.
i want to give this song to those who are hurt because of their dream, to people who are forced to give up on their dreams, insignificant third grade and worst students.
we're giving it all to level b's life.

we didn't realise our initial dreams, but, a person who has dreamed for a long time will come to take after the dream.
as time passes, someday, we will become someone else's dream.
and realise that we have become the star that someone dreams of.
although the shape and the colours might be different, we will shine radiantly.
the friends with me, will light up the darkness and surround me like a star.
i hope i can remain as the shiny star for someone forever.
now i am still dreaming, like i did before.

quotes that i will definitely put on my wall for a BOOST OF CONFIDENCE!!!

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there must be some things i can't do like forgetting you...
you know...
i gave you too much of my heart...
soo much that it sounds almost pathetic...
that i left mine empty and cold...
if i could turn back time...i would do anything that i possibly can...
why didn't i think something like this sooner...

too bad...
all that's left are useless regrets...
it's over now...

your intrusion in my mind has to stop...
alone is a word that i need though i don't like it...
am i strong enough to bear the pain...and not put my fallen tears to waste?
guess what...i'm learning to put a smile on my face..
faux sourire...but at least I AM TRYING...
it would take as long as time that had already passed...

by the way
have you erased every traces of you ???
'cause i'm doing it now...
'cause pretending is too difficult..
so let's make it for real now...
like it never ever happened...


ahhh...
everytime...i sweep them off..
they keep coming back..
piercing deep with sympathetic eyes...
my body is thrashing with agony...
and yet i'm rebelling to brush it all away...

deep...deep...digging deeeeeeeeeeeeeeppp...in my soul

i wonder if your experiencing the same thing...
i wonder if you're hurting alone...
i wonder if you still worry about me...
i wonder if i have been erased from your mind...

erased...am i erased forever???

honestly, i think that's what i'm more afraid of that than saying goodbye...
let's part our ways here...
so we don't have to go through the rest of it...

i'm leaving alright

it all seems like yesterday...
the warmth of your laughs...
the smile on your eyes...

i miss them...i miss them a lot...
maybe it was my fault for ignoring them when they we're there. I thought you understood the fact that i "pretend" to be the strong one.Well...you've always said that i was tough, right?
i guess, now I've got no other choice.

i wonder...if it had ever crossed your mind that one day, maybe that one day...
we could meet...for real...
perhaps...a dream should stay as it is...temporary...
just like our feelings...brief and abruptly woken up by reality...
both of us weren't prepared for it..
at least i think I'm not ready to let go yet...
i don't know about you...
should have not let myself off wandering around your mind for too long...
currently, the fact that i WAS used to it...
i forgot how to go out...
maybe i did exited by accident...
like a schizophrenic that can't differ reality and imagination...
i don't really know your loving self and your normal self now..
i thought it was the same...
better put that on my check list so that i'll figure that later...
sure don't want to end up having awkward hugs and weird glances...
and one more thing...i got to stop staring at you all the time...
"i know i'm better than this, sheesh" self monologued...
god it's hard...
i can get through your thoughts now like i use to...
why??? ohh...'cause i can't look into your eyes any more...
as they say...the eyes is the mirror of your soul...
i'm too scared to peer into your soul as i know it wouldn't be mine...
and that hurts...deeply torturous...
we don't want that, do we?
how amazing you are to make people love you without you doing anything...
i guess for now denial is the best answer for me...
it's okay...
i guess my feelings can wait..
our love may be on the line...
i got to move on...
leaving you behind is a journey itself that i am pacing slowly on the pavement of life...
my steps aren't that big...nor they are fast...
but at least i am telling myself that i'm making progress and that's important...
because i'm me and i've got no right over your life and heart...
but i have to be responsible of mine...
i won't forget you...cause memories are priceless...
however, my happiness is even more priceless...

hope your happy nonetheless:)